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Jan. 19th, 2013

I got my first grumpy reblog on tumblr tonight, so I feel like I've passed some sort of internet milestone.

In other news, my hockey team sucked tonight. It was really painful to watch, and I gave up in the third period. Mostly because I couldn't take my roommate's smugness anymore.

Still have to write my stupid entrance essay for BCIT. Tomorrow. I have to do it tomorrow. Because otherwise I might as well not even bother until next year, and I really don't want to put off going back to school for another year.

I am a big baby when I'm sick

I feel like I got hit by a truck. I shouldn't be at work right now, but I called in sick yesterday and I can't lose two shifts off of my next paycheque. But yeah, today has sucked royally. I am getting home as fast as humanly possible after work today and then crawling into bed. Luckily, tomorrow is my Friday so I get two days off after that to rest and try and beat this stupid cold.
I miss you. I don't know if I've told you that recently, but I do. Calgary was...Calgary. It never changes, even though I always think it will. I went out on a lot of random drives since I really had nothing to do. They would have better if was the two of us, talking and drinking coffee and smoking (even though we've both "quit"). So yeah. Come back to this side of the country soon? Phone calls aren't really doing it for me anymore.

Oh yeah, and I totally have a thing for my roommate. Which is something we need to talk about.

Getting thrown under the bus

My coworker can seriously go fuck herself. On Saturday I told her that I hadn't cleared the two rooms that needed it, but I would do it before I left for the day. She told me not to worry about it, that she would do it Saturday night or Sunday since there was nothing else to do. And then she puts it in the notes for the day that it didn't get done and she HAD to do it on Sunday. So I get in trouble with my boss today. Seriously? You're so spacy that you needed to put it in an email that goes out to everyone, including our boss because you couldn't remember without it? Fuck you.

 

Also? I don't like the fact that I get scolded by our boss because he happens to see me when I'm sitting down after I've done everything that needs to be done for the day, or at least for my shift. Except for grabbing a coffee and inhaling a banana I didn't take a fucking break today until 12, five and a half hours into my shift because he hadn't scheduled anyone who could cover it before then. I'm not the one spending half my shift doing contests online. Or how about the coworker who complained about shit not being done ditching the office to go shopping saturday afternoon? Did I say anyyhing about that? No, I didn't. The least she could do is cover my ass the way I cover hers.

I am now a quarter of a century old

I'm 25 today. Do I feel any different? No. It just seems like another day. I only start freaking out about it when I think of how I really don't have my life sorted out yet. I know I still have time, but it kind of feels like by now I should have some things decided. Right? Sigh. Maybe I'm just worrying about nothing (highly probable) because everything is going relatively well right now.

 

But yeah, 25. Not all that different from 24.

I honestly don't know what's wrong with me this week. I was almost late for work yesterday when my shift started an hour later than normal, and then I spent the first half of today thinking it was Thursday. But no, it's Wednesday. Which means I waited around work for almost twenty minutes after my shift was over before I remembered that my lunch date with my friend is tomorrow. My brain seriously does not like changes to my schedule.

Today was a much better day than yesterday (it's psychotic that my day is officially over at 12, but that's 6am shifts for you). I only felt like setting things on fire like twice instead of constantly like yesterday.

I bought myself a new shirt and a sexy red dress today. For no other reason than I felt like it. Budget, what budget? I joke, but I've been really good about staying on track when it comes to saving money for the most part (and I'm NOT letting myself go to Chapters and use their buy 3 and get the 4th free sale to increase my graphic novel collection. That's fiscal restraint right there). I really just needed to do something to make myself feel better because this week has been fucking crazy. One day off in 10 is not something I can really deal with.

The shit weather isn't helping. I really fucking hope that there is nice spring/summer weather for my birthday and convocation. The mountain in the rain is not a nice place to be.


Fuck everything

I kind of hate everyone and everything about life right now. I'm just going to curl up into a ball and pretend this day never happened.

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Decisions, decisions

I talked to my boss today and he may be able to guarantee me work through the month of August. Full time hours even. That would be so unbelievably fantastic. My HR manager said I probably wouldn't have a problem finding a new contract when this one ends and I switch to the other, non-student temporary pool. But probably is not definitely and I really need to be working full time if I want to make any sort of measurable dent on my student loan before I go back to school next year.

 

The only hitch is I may have to give up the vacation I was planning for the end of July, or at least shorten it significantly. Like cut it in half. And at that point, it wouldn't even be worth it.  Not that I was really looking forward to going back to Alberta. Calgary in July is pretty much my least favorite place to be. But there are people I want to see. And I really need a fucking break. My last "vacation" was way too packed with school work to be relaxing.

 

Sigh. Like most decisions in my life it comes down to money vs. sanity. I think money is probably going to win this round. Fuck not being independently wealthy.

 

May. 19th, 2012

So I've been banned from watching the Western Conference Final of the Stanley Cup Playoffs by my roommate. He can handle all of my other quirks and weirdness but he can't deal with me screaming at both teams "I hate you and everything you stand for" at my TV while the Coyotes play the Kings. Although it's really not my fault since both of those two teams eliminated my two teams in the first round. And the only reason I'm still watching is that I'm not quite ready to give hockey up for the summer.

 

I'm an odd person. I am well aware of this fact.

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